from
untitled,
released July 26, 2017
I never loved you like I needed you
your petty last speech from the edge of your bed
I never listened
never quite gave a shit
I can't comfort this
it's all superfluous
all your pasts and futures imbued with some curse I could never undo
I never loved you like I needed you
I gave you matter of fact while you were flat on your back
you can't forget about it and really want to talk
nobody can hear you
I don't feel the slightest obligation to make sure you are feeling ok
I loved you like I needed to
then I pushed you away
I never hurt you like I wanted to
that love was habit just to have it for convenience sake
a void that I can easily replace
you never felt so cheated
don't wanna hear it
I never knew you I do not understand who you are
all your pasts and futures imbued with some curse I could never undo
I never loved you like I needed you
I gave you matter of fact while you were flat on your back
you can't forget about it and really want to talk
when nobody can hear you
I don't feel the slightest obligation to make sure you are feeling ok
I loved you like I needed to
then I pushed you away
I wouldn't bat another eye
at that great divide
with your worn out heart on your sleeve
so to speak
beyond a shadow of a doubt
there is no more we could talk about
it's absolutely irrelevant
what would you want me to say
thank you and good night
this old greymare has died
and what was once one has been undone and we do
into
in two
entombed.